Hey I am back again I know there is a little wind about my writing but for all those who read my articles painstakingly I extend my sincerest gratitude. There is a certain way in which life teaches us its rules, sometimes this is very easy and most of the time in very difficult way. Its boils down to how one pictures himself in it. I still don't believe that what ever happens happens for good but its how you stand up and continue when bad things had happened to you. Exactly 1 year and 1 day ago was the worst day of my life and since then things have actually transpired. That too in a very considerable level and it’s evident. Now that when I sat on bench in grotto starring at Mother Mary my attention went to the fallen dried golden leaves all around me telling how unexpected things actually creates new things.
I know expecting too much from life is very common but the shock comes when unexpected things happen in your life. It’s really amazing how life that it always proves you wrong or at least uneducated about things that you know about it. Just like the leaves as they looks very amazing and it improves the beauty of nature when its green and on trees but even when they fall they create one of the most beautiful scenery. There was a time when I was very much skeptic about thing like LOVE, EMOTION, SEVA and SATVA.
But this phase actually helped me understanding these aspects of Ignatius Lewis too. It made me realize there is actually something some unique feeling and need of LOVE in life. It knocks at everyone’s door the tricky part is to know when are you ready to open the door. Also it shouldn’t be defined or bracketed. Now I know what was actually missing in my personality after seeing two people actually in love that’s true and divine and the sense of belonging to someone is very precious. Though I didn’t chose to fall for it but such emotions keep racking up your mind. Although we think that we are emotionally strong (I too) but again I was proved wrong. My meditation teacher tells me to stay happy come what may but doing it is like being ignorant and playing fool your mind. Though what I believe is that in order to raise outside you have to fall inside and experiencing all emotions actually makes you strong and supple at the same time.
The best way to fall inside and rise outside is Dhyan and Meditation.
Similarly she says the best way to become happy is by making others happy and by being source of some ones happiness. A very beautiful word SEVA or service without favors helps you in this big time. It actually helps and when it’s done with honesty and selflessly.
One of the most amazing new word that I came is SATVA. I just can’t find the right words to thank the peoples who helped me realize it and persuaded me to experience it. Satva basically means purity of life and your existence itself.
It’s the accumulation of goodness and purity of mind and soul. Each person gets the chance to earn there satva, the reason of happiness and fulfillment in life as understood by me. SATVA is basically the combination of all the above things and knowing that you have actually gain some satva helps you in you self-confidence as unless you don’t know yourself there no chance that others can know you, and the best way to know yourself is by being with yourself and enjoying it too. How you do it is your path to choose, what I chose is mentioned above.
I know last year hasn’t been as good as I expected it to be but unexpected has always been the flavor of life. End of the day everyone goes to sleep at night but how you undertake your journey from good morning to good night actually matters.
I hope this year brings me luck and help me get back what I have lost and grow stronger with blessings of almighty, parents and you my dearest friends.
Happy birthday to me…
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